Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Rainy Wednesday

Iwoke up and it's raining. In as much as I would like to stay home the whole day, to sleep, watch dvd, surf the net and enjoy the rest of the christmas break, I cannot. I will be leaving later for my duty at the Ospital ng Maynila, for our graveyard shift from 6pm to 6am. We need to pursue a 160 hours of internship at the hospital.


Instead of staying home with my family this christmas break, most of my time's running within the walls of the hospital together with my friends, with my co-interns and resident pharmacists.


I have no choice, I need this internship as requirement before taking up the Pharmacist Licensure Exam. I have to comply with the requirements. I still have a remaining 160-hours for Manufacturing Internship and a 480-hours for the Major Internship (I have to choose whether I'll spend that 480 long hours at the Community, Hospital or Manufacturing. It's up to me).



This is the life and whatabouts of a Pharmacy student.



*SIGH*



Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Gifts for the Brain



I have 2 new books: The "Peksman nagsisinungaling ako" by Eros Atalia and "The Tipping Point" by one of my favorite author, Malcolm Gladwell. I bought these two just last saturday, actually these books were my mama's gift to me for christmas. Instead of clothes, I just requested books. A GIFT FOR THE BRAIN.




PEKSMAN (mamatay ka man) Nagsisinungaling Ako
by Eros Atalia



While I was browsing at the Filipino-made book section of the store, the cover of this book caught my attention. It is because of its cover and title was really catchy, so i picked up the book and saw that it was also published by Visual Print Publishing, the same publisher of Bob Ong's work.

Then I bought it together with the tipping point. I've really no idea about Eros Atalia, until I read his brief biography at the back cover of the book.



-He's from Cavite.
-He finished his BS in Secondary Education Major in Filipino at the Philippine Normal University
-He's an awardee of the following: Gawad Balagtas, Talaang Ginto, Gawad Soc Rodrigo, Gantimpalang Collantes sa Sanaysay at Unang Gantimpala mula sa Pambansang Timpalak sa Pagsulat ng Tula ng Panday Lipi Ink. at Unang Gantimpala mula sa Palanca Memorial Awards for Literature sa Maikling Kwento.
-He is currently taking up his Master's Degree for Arts- Language and Literature, Filipino at the De La Salle University.
-He is also currently teaching Filipino at the Faculty of Arts and Letters at the University of Santo Tomas.

I already finished the book. I so love his spontaneity and the natural flow of his every words. I so love the connections used in each and every scene and full of sense.

Let me give a testimonial for this very good book:

"Si Eros Atalia ay isang henyo. Isang mahusay na tagamasid sa mga bagay bagay na nangyayari at pwedeng mangyari sa isang tao sa araw-araw. Maraming "nakatatawa" ngunit kung iisipi'y maaring maging solusyong nga ng bansa sa mga suliraning bumabaon dito. Ramdam ko ang kaba ni Bob Ong!=)"

A must-have! Rating: * * * * *




The Tipping Point
by Malcolm Gladwell


My second book of Gladwell, my first one is BLINK. I haven't finish this book yet, so I'll get some excerpt for the meantime from Gladwell's site:


WHAT IS TIPPING POINT?


1. What is The Tipping Point about?

It's a book about change. In particular, it's a book that presents a new way of understanding why change so often happens as quickly and as unexpectedly as it does. For example, why did crime drop so dramatically in New York City in the mid-1990's? How does a novel written by an unknown author end up as national bestseller? Why do teens smoke in greater and greater numbers, when every single person in the country knows that cigarettes kill? Why is word-of-mouth so powerful? What makes TV shows like Sesame Street so good at teaching kids how to read? I think the answer to all those questions is the same. It's that ideas and behavior and messages and products sometimes behave just like outbreaks of infectious disease. They are social epidemics. The Tipping Point is an examination of the social epidemics that surround us.


2. What does it mean to think about life as an epidemic? Why does thinking in terms of epidemics change the way we view the world?

Because epidemics behave in a very unusual and counterintuitive way. Think, for a moment, about an epidemic of measles in a kindergarten class. One child brings in the virus. It spreads to every other child in the class in a matter of days. And then, within a week or so, it completely dies out and none of the children will ever get measles again. That's typical behavior for epidemics: they can blow up and then die out really quickly, and even the smallest change -- like one child with a virus -- can get them started. My argument is that it is also the way that change often happens in the rest of the world. Things can happen all at once, and little changes can make a huge difference. That's a little bit counterintuitive. As human beings, we always expect everyday change to happen slowly and steadily, and for there to be some relationship between cause and effect. And when there isn't -- when crime drops dramatically in New York for no apparent reason, or when a movie made on a shoestring budget ends up making hundreds of millions of dollars -- we're surprised. I'm saying, don't be surprised. This is the way social epidemics work.


3. Where did you get the idea for the book?

Before I went to work for The New Yorker, I was a reporter for the Washington Post and I covered the AIDS epidemic. And one of the things that struck me as I learned more and more about HIV was how strange epidemics were. If you talk to the people who study epidemics--epidemiologists--you realize that they have a strikingly different way of looking at the world. They don't share the assumptions the rest of us have about how and why change happens. The word "Tipping Point", for example, comes from the world of epidemiology. It's the name given to that moment in an epidemic when a virus reaches critical mass. It's the boiling point. It's the moment on the graph when the line starts to shoot straight upwards. AIDS tipped in 1982, when it went from a rare disease affecting a few gay men to a worldwide epidemic. Crime in New York City tipped in the mid 1990's, when the murder rate suddenly plummeted. When I heard that phrase for the first time I remember thinking--wow. What if everything has a Tipping Point? Wouldn't it be cool to try and look for Tipping Points in business, or in social policy, or in advertising or in any number of other nonmedical areas?

4. Why do you think the epidemic example is so relevant for other kinds of change? Is it just that it's an unusual and interesting way to think about the world?

No. I think it's much more than that, because once you start to understand this pattern you start to see it everywhere. I'm convinced that ideas and behaviors and new products move through a population very much like a disease does. This isn't just a metaphor, in other words. I'm talking about a very literal analogy. One of the things I explore in the book is that ideas can be contagious in exactly the same way that a virus is. One chapter, for example, deals with the very strange epidemic of teenage suicide in the South Pacific islands of Micronesia. In the 1970's and 1980's, Micronesia had teen suicide rates ten times higher than anywhere else in the world. Teenagers were literally being infected with the suicide bug, and one after another they were killing themselves in exactly the same way under exactly the same circumstances. We like to use words like contagiousness and infectiousness just to apply to the medical realm. But I assure you that after you read about what happened in Micronesia you'll be convinced that behavior can be transmitted from one person to another as easily as the flu or the measles can. In fact, I don't think you have to go to Micronesia to see this pattern in action. Isn't this the explanation for the current epidemic of teen smoking in this country? And what about the rash of mass shootings we're facing at the moment--from Columbine through the Atlanta stockbroker through the neo-Nazi in Los Angeles?

5. Are you talking about the idea of memes, that has become so popular in academic circles recently?

It's very similar. A meme is a idea that behaves like a virus--that moves through a population, taking hold in each person it infects. I must say, though, that I don't much like that term. The thing that bothers me about the discussion of memes is that no one ever tries to define exactly what they are, and what makes a meme so contagious. I mean, you can put a virus under a microscope and point to all the genes on its surface that are responsible for making it so dangerous. So what happens when you look at an infectious idea under a microscope? I have a chapter where I try to do that. I use the example of children's television shows like Sesame Street and the new Nickelodeon program called Blues Clues. Both those are examples of shows that started learning epidemics in preschoolers, that turned kids onto reading and "infected" them with literacy. We sometimes think of Sesame Street as purely the result of the creative genius of people like Jim Henson and Frank Oz. But the truth is that it is carefully and painstaking engineered, down to the smallest details. There's a wonderful story, in fact, about the particular scientific reason for the creation of Big Bird. It's very funny. But I won't spoil it for you.

6. How would you classify The Tipping Point? Is it a science book?

I like to think of it as an intellectual adventure story. It draws from psychology and sociology and epidemiology, and uses examples from the worlds of business and education and fashion and media. If I had to draw an analogy to another book, I'd say it was like Daniel Goleman's Emotional Intelligence, in the sense that it takes theories and ideas from the social sciences and shows how they can have real relevance to our lives. There's a whole section of the book devoted to explaining the phenomenon of word of mouth, for example. I think that word of mouth is something created by three very rare and special psychological types, whom I call Connectors, Mavens, and Salesmen. I profile three people who I think embody those types, and then I use the example of Paul Revere and his midnight ride to point out the subtle characteristics of this kind of social epidemic. So just in that chapter there is a little bit of sociology, a little of psychology and a little bit of history, all in aid of explaining a very common but mysterious phenomenon that we deal with every day. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm not sure that this book fits into any one category. That's why I call it an adventure story. I think it will appeal to anyone who wants to understand the world around them in a different way. I think it can give the reader an advantage--a new set of tools. Of course, I also think they'll be in for a very fun ride.

7. What do you hope readers will take away from the book?

One of the things I'd like to do is to show people how to start "positive" epidemics of their own. The virtue of an epidemic, after all, is that just a little input is enough to get it started, and it can spread very, very quickly. That makes it something of obvious and enormous interest to everyone from educators trying to reach students, to businesses trying to spread the word about their product, or for that matter to anyone who's trying to create a change with limited resources. The book has a number of case studies of people who have successfully started epidemics--an advertising agency, for example, and a breast cancer activist. I think they are really fascinating. I also take a pressing social issue, teenage smoking, and break it down and analyze what an epidemic approach to solving that problem would look like. The point is that by the end of the book I think the reader will have a clear idea of what starting an epidemic actually takes. This is not an abstract, academic book. It's very practical. And it's very hopeful. It's brain software.

Beyond that, I think that The Tipping Point is a way of making sense of the world, because I'm not sure that the world always makes as much sense to us as we would hope. I spent a great deal of time in the book talking about the way our minds work--and the peculiar and sometimes problematic ways in which our brains process information. Our intuitions, as humans, aren't always very good. Changes that happen really suddenly, on the strength of the most minor of input, can be deeply confusing. People who understand The Tipping Point, I think, have a way of decoding the world around them.


GO GET 'EM NOW!







Friday, December 21, 2007

First Day Duty

OMMC-Pharmacy Interns

Today was our first duty for our Pharmacy Internship at Ospital ng Maynila. We started at 7am, we cleaned and fixed the whole place. I was assigned first at the computer, I printed out labels for the drugs. There were also interns from other schools particulary CEU, majority of the interns were from CEU. We're just 5 from AdU then the rest is from CEU.


The on-duty RPh, was Ms. Jo Anne, she looks like Amy Austria, she's nice and not very strict with the time. She let us out by 3:30.


We are super bored, we just sitted there the whole afternoon, dispensed-sit-dispensed. Dennis and I do a little-hospital-trip. We went upstairs, pass through different departments, saw patients from different wards.


Many more days to come.. We need to pursue a hundred and sixty hours of duty. Good thing, Im with my friends. =)

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Bookworm: For one More Day


I have a new book :) from my favorite author, Mitch Albom.

So far I've read 2 of his books and each book are so touching and indeed captivating. I am on my 3rd book now, this all new, FOR ONE MORE DAY. I so love his works because his words are powerful and inducing me with so much emotions. You'll surely love to read his books over and over again. Believe me! :)

Mitch's works that I've read:

Tuesdays with Morrie: "An old man, a young man and life's greatest lesson"

An elegant simple story about a writer(Mitch himself) getting a second chance to discover life through the last months of his dying college professor.


The Five People You meet in Heaven: "All ending are beginnings. We just don't know it at the time..."

Mitch Albom gives a superbly original story that will change everything you've ever thought about the after-life and the meaning of our lives on earth.


For one more day: "What If you had one more with someone you'd lost?"

I just finished this book, it's a TWO THUMBS UP! It touched me and made me realize and believe in the eternal power of a mother's love.

It is the story of a mother and a son, and a relationship that covers a lifetime and beyond. It explores the question: What would you do if you could spend one more day with a lost loved one?

As a child, Charley “Chick” Benetto was told by his father, “You can be a mama’s boy or a daddy’s boy, but you can’t be both.” So he chooses his father, only to see the man disappear when Charley is on the verge of adolescence.

Decades later, Charley is a broken man. His life has been crumbled by alcohol and regret. He loses his job. He leaves his family. He hits bottom after discovering his only daughter has shut him out of her wedding. And he decides to take his own life.

He makes a midnight ride to his small hometown, with plans to do himself in. But upon failing even to do that, he staggers back to his old house, only to make an astonishing discovery. His mother -- who died eight years earlier -- is still living there, and welcomes him home as if nothing ever happened.



*All of Mitch Albom's books talk about the IMPORTANCE OF OUR LIVES and LIFE'S GREATEST LESSONS.

*For one more day is now a TV-movie event starring Michael Imperioli and Ellen Burstyn that would be aired in December 9 I think on ABC.

*More on these books, visit: http://www.albom.com/



GO grab on of those now, enjoy reading!

Saturday, November 24, 2007

How to save a life

You cannot save anyone from anything. Even if you want to help and save them(friends, family, relatives, etc) from life's burden, if they resist, you just have to stop and let them face their own chosen path.

And if all else fail with that person, you don't have to blame yourself. If you think that you did your best in saving them, it's not your fault anymore. Time and circumstances will make them think that: "I would have let them save me".

I have these two friends of mine whom I tried to help with their "life matters". One is from drowning in a "wrong ocean of love" and the other one is from getting hooked in an "inappropriate way of achieving a good mark".


DROWNING IN A WRONG OCEAN OF LOVE

I have this friend named Martie, she's a fine and beautiful lady inside and out. She's very smart and she has a good talent in writing (she's into blogging also. deep deep and full of pain posts). For months now, her ex called her and asking for reconciliation, after 3 long years. She's into dating that time with my friend also named Aji. She had a dilemma between the two guys, between "past and present", between Aji and Erik. Until such time, she made her decision and chose her ex Erik.

But Erik is committed to another girl, imagine? Martie accepted Erik knowing that he's still pledged to someone and their situation might cause trouble. She assumed all, she admitted the sufferings, all the pains caused by their relationship.

I and our group of friends tried to talk to her, to convince her and to help her understand that she's in a wrong path, she's in a very wrong set-up. She listened, "we thought". She never listened, after so many words of encouragement, SHE NEVER listened and continued drowning herself and didn't ask for help. She's smart but she just let her emotions control her decisions.

And now, after we tried to save her, now, she's PREGNANT. She got pregnant with the SAME GUY, with the SAME SET-UP. She decided to have a child knowing that she's in a wrong set-up, knowing that she has no assurance with Erik.

My point is, you can get pregnant with a guy that will accept the full responsibility and can assure you that you're the only girl that she has, and that you're his only focus.

That's it. We tried, we failed. She never listened, she drowned.


HOOKED IN AN INAPPROPRIATE WAY OF ACHIEVING A GOOD MARK

I have a classmate turned friend named Jelo. He's in a wrong way of acquiring good grades in our every exams, what I mean is, he's into CHEATING (not just an ordinary "paper-peek" cheating but into, in filipino term, KODIGO). My group of friends tried not to tolerate him and his "other friend".

He and his friend got us wrong. They got mad at us. Now, we're friends turned foes.

We just tried to save them, because we believe that Cheating is Failing. But they never listened.


*Im not trying to degrade anyone here, I just want to share and be able to touch lives with my friends' story of life.

My name says it all

I came across this website, PaulSadowski.com, it is like a site for numerology, an online number reading. You just have to enter your full name and then poof! there will be an instant numbers and meanings that corresponds your given name. Here's mine:

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You entered: Krizan Mae Paredes Atrero

There are 22 letters in your name.
Those 22 letters total to 108
There are 10 vowels and 12 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 9
The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.


The expression or destiny for #9:
The expression that you exhibit is represented bythe number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.


If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.


Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.


Your Soul Urge number is: 3

A Soul Urge number of 3 means: With the Soul Urge number 3 your desire in life is personal expression, and generally enjoying life to its fullest. You want to participate in an active social life and enjoy a large circle of friends. You want to be in the limelight, expressing your artistic or intellectual talents. Word skills may be your thing; speaking, writing, acting, singing. In a positive sense, the 3 energy is friendly, outgoing and always very social.


You have a decidedly upbeat attitude that is rarely discouraged; a good mental and emotional balance.


The 3 Soul Urge gives intuitive insight, thus, very high creative and inspirational tendencies. The truly outstanding trait shown by the 3 Soul Urge is that of self-expression, regardless of the field of endeavor.


On the negative side, you may at times become too easygoing and too optimistic, tending to scatter forces and accomplish very little. Often, the excessive 3 energy produces non-stop talkers. Everyone has faults, but the 3 soul urge doesn't appreciate having these pointed out.


Your Inner Dream number is: 6

An Inner Dream number of 6 means: You dream of guiding and fostering the perfect family in the perfect home. You crave the devotion from offspring and a loving spouse. You picture yourself in the center of a successful domestic unit.

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Most the readings were TRUE about me!


You might wanna try this numerology thing, just click the link below:


http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Back to the 60s

My Tita Lynn held her 60th birthday last night (November 10) with "back to the 60s" theme. Her guests were dressed with cool and trendy old school outfits and the hall were filled with lively 60's music. The program was well-prepared, and when the music plays, guests (oldies) just gone crazy dancing on their feet at the dance floor. The partee was much like a "ballroom session" (haha) because of the oldies dancing cha-cha, swing and a lot more.


I was asked by my aunt if I could play one or two pieces with my violin. I was still uncertain when she asked me to play because I wasn't that good in playing that instrument, I stopped my lessons and Im not practicing at all. I was convinced, I practiced the piece which is Love Story, but until the morning of the partee, I was still thinking if I would play later that day(I was really nervous in performing infront of people).


And then I was convinced again by mother (oh! she owe me her loan, haha.phone! phone!). I practiced the whole afternoon and mastered my piece. And then came the partee, I played. That was my first time to perform infront of my family, infront of my cousins, and other relatives. Whew! But then, I was able to play without hitting the wrong note and screeching the bow on the string.


After my performance, my mother and my cousin with her highschool friend approached me. My cousin's friend asked me if I could play in her wedding, HUWHAAAT?! She told me that she was in search of a violinist because her fiancee wants to have one playing on their wedding. She asked me If I could play Ngayon at Kailanman and Looking through the eyes of Love.


I said yes, the wedding is on December 15, I have a month to practice the pieces. Woohoo! This is Big Big step for me. I wasn't expecting that someone will approach me and play for his/her wedding or for any ocassion. BIGTIME.


Dendendenden!


Photos of the partee @ http://khonista.multiply.com/